12:44pm

I was thinking about the audio clip that my aunt sent me of john and me at the beach when I put my finger in the bird poo. That was funny.

I actually slept last night like a normal person. I went to bed when Jason did and got up in the morning at 10. Scary. I am trying to put the audio clip on here but I am not sure it is going to work. Nope it didn't. Oh well the picture is here.

Anxiety

Aww aren't the puppies cute. This is the other day when Jason and I both took them out. Malaika loves the sun. And Gretta is never serious, so this is cute.
It is about 2pm and I have an appointment today. I am feeling like I don't want to go. I am feeling like i don't want to stay sober. I just want to screw it all. I don't like the new room. It feels icky. But I was icky when I went so maybe if I go when I'm not it will feel better. Maybe she put her decorations back up. I hope so. Last night was bad. I couldn't shake my stuff. I keep thinking about disturbing dreams and weird memories. Can I let go of the rope long enough to forget without falling into the abyss that is my brain. Brain fart. Forage a kiss lick for my middle. Crap made out of oragami smells too.

9:11pm

Well I hope this embedded puzzle works. lets see. im listening to coast to coast and this strange chic is talking about some vortex golden poker game.