STAYLIGHT

Up down inside churning
I burn.
Why is is so hard to stay?
Light is a bright thundering mass ahead that looms
"Stay in the light"
I falter,
I fall
I sicken and drown
gaping wide singed sillia erupt
masses of red pour out
screeching halting raw.
Regroup awaken eyes
Over feels like milky cool
Soothing ravaged bones

sensing the fearsome but beckoning glow
I somewhat surrender
low rumbling rebel
Cycle in
"Stay"
Might I ever?
10/23/09