There is a light at the end of the song
Sing a prayer tonight
I feel helpless and my heart is breaking
Hope is heard but vague
Sing out to who?
Through chaos and endless noise
I wanna hear something
Softly speaking and whispers all around
Will you roar?
The beat is there
I search for the source
I see the hand at work
But why can't I feel it in me
All around me?
I need to feel it
Even when I'm not singing
7/23/09
Thursday, September 17, 2009
PENNY'S PRAYER *
"The lord is my shephard, I shall not want"
To the extremes we sometimes need to invent
What we need to feel unalone or unafraid
But it's all up to Him, and his path that He's laid
Alone in this world is a faulty thought
Because he walks with us if he is sought
"I sought the Lord and he heard me"
Reached out with his heart and set us free
"And delivered me from all my fears"
Forever He is with us beyond our years
"The Earth is the Lord's and all it's fullness"
With all its gentle folly and its simple kindness
The trees and the bees and the mothers and fathers
All that came before and all that will follow
"You will judge me in favor
Because you know what is right
You know my heart
You have come to me at night
You have examined me completely
And found no evil desire in me"
Have some faith
And God will see
All the good
That you can be
I see Penny, and I see strength
I see love, and powerful faith
Keep praying and believing through seemingly endless strife
"Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life"
*Inspired by the first book of Psalm
7/17/09
To the extremes we sometimes need to invent
What we need to feel unalone or unafraid
But it's all up to Him, and his path that He's laid
Alone in this world is a faulty thought
Because he walks with us if he is sought
"I sought the Lord and he heard me"
Reached out with his heart and set us free
"And delivered me from all my fears"
Forever He is with us beyond our years
"The Earth is the Lord's and all it's fullness"
With all its gentle folly and its simple kindness
The trees and the bees and the mothers and fathers
All that came before and all that will follow
"You will judge me in favor
Because you know what is right
You know my heart
You have come to me at night
You have examined me completely
And found no evil desire in me"
Have some faith
And God will see
All the good
That you can be
I see Penny, and I see strength
I see love, and powerful faith
Keep praying and believing through seemingly endless strife
"Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life"
*Inspired by the first book of Psalm
7/17/09
SPLIT LOSS
AS I SEE
WE ARE THREE.
ONE IS TWO.
I AM WHO?
AM I ALONE
LEFT TO ROAM
ALL AT ONCE
ZERO TO TRUST?
6/23/09
WE ARE THREE.
ONE IS TWO.
I AM WHO?
AM I ALONE
LEFT TO ROAM
ALL AT ONCE
ZERO TO TRUST?
6/23/09
SOUL SCOUR
purify my brimming skin
filter out my washing grin
clarify my soul within
refine water down my aching backbone
same swimming assemblage not outgrown
cascade aqueaous on my waiting flesh
cliched shower tangent a success
6/23/09
AMBIDEXTROUS
Revelate and originate into the future
The cure
The fear
Aware of nothing
But everything
All at once
Ambivalence
Twice over
A cancer
Work on a deal
A wheel
Of didactic monotone
In creative prose
Realizations
Real?
Or feel?
Hardly
But too much
Sinister laughter
In soggy tones
Heard
The word
Above and below the infinite radar
Agree to disagree
Disarm
An alarm
Defenseless
Yet with immeasurable weapons
Kill dead insects
Crawling
Falling
Into Foggy eyes
Look but cover
Forever
And never
6/20/09
The cure
The fear
Aware of nothing
But everything
All at once
Ambivalence
Twice over
A cancer
Work on a deal
A wheel
Of didactic monotone
In creative prose
Realizations
Real?
Or feel?
Hardly
But too much
Sinister laughter
In soggy tones
Heard
The word
Above and below the infinite radar
Agree to disagree
Disarm
An alarm
Defenseless
Yet with immeasurable weapons
Kill dead insects
Crawling
Falling
Into Foggy eyes
Look but cover
Forever
And never
6/20/09
JOSEFINA
Jardinera escondida en la yerba,
siempre con una brillante sonrisa.
Ella es una joya observadora
con su taza morada de Dora.
Una amiga jacarandosa y linda
sus alas de mariposa son efectista.
Despregar las alas!
Despregar las alas!
Como la jardinera
y tu corozon lo calor.
Posarse en la verde
Con Josefina!
6/20/09
siempre con una brillante sonrisa.
Ella es una joya observadora
con su taza morada de Dora.
Una amiga jacarandosa y linda
sus alas de mariposa son efectista.
Despregar las alas!
Despregar las alas!
Como la jardinera
y tu corozon lo calor.
Posarse en la verde
Con Josefina!
6/20/09
BITTERSWEET
I leave with nothing
maybe regret
to set
on my head.
Lead with one true thing
nasty secret
to fret
in my bed.
Don't even try to tell me,
fake niceties aren't soothing.
I hate it when I smile,
remembering the vile.
I move on and try
saving apart
my heart
to restart.
Keep always one eye
ahead impart
my art
don't depart.
6/19/09
maybe regret
to set
on my head.
Lead with one true thing
nasty secret
to fret
in my bed.
Don't even try to tell me,
fake niceties aren't soothing.
I hate it when I smile,
remembering the vile.
I move on and try
saving apart
my heart
to restart.
Keep always one eye
ahead impart
my art
don't depart.
6/19/09
ENDS
The astronaut devices
forever into
over powering
knives of a thousand chefs
Cannot see the light
only smothers
holds on tight
If ever there was a power
big as
couldn't be
To hide in the darkness that engulfs
Sit and stare at the bright light
beckons but does not warm
Alpha and Omega
caress a droopy finger
Says a goodbye
does not ever return the favor
In the still of the night
come alive
the creamy lumen tendils
off the back of an electric eel
like cords tethered to space man floating
Flowering imbeciles engross
every pore
6/18/09
KNOTTY
The younger I feel the later it gets
The knots, they are coming.
don't slag me down
don't hold it up.
Tie it up centerfold intuition.
Just capture myself at a unique pleasantry.
Knock on gnarly cedar scented chips
Lots of people in and out.
Smell anger of acrid lacing
Like it or not
hit me with your best knot
make it into a free for all
call me a name that no one really gets to say.
Fire away.
Beat holy wont die.
String the corpse up by my head.
Dead men rest on my shoulders.
I carry all the shoulders.
Sandcastles melt before my bare toes
Connecting the t angle to wrongs
I know I am the prophet and the puppet
A pig on the edge of the pond
Getting ready to rumble
good Memories or sleeping can I wonder?
Together
Take it with you
Help get the angel out of the ditch
That know barely pinched the side of my foot
cross your fingers for me
you write
you die
the one and only disaster
fun twine right on time fuels competition
you cry at 12 noon at the helm
by weeks end fill your heart with joy
tied ends of something separate
out of here
get out of this universe
let myself fly into the unknown one
the grass is always greener on the other spiral
let me gently sleep into obliteration.
Movements are my knots, irrelevant
5/22/09
NUT OF STEEL
Nut becuase I was screwed with.
When
everyone
was
wrapped
in
dark
chocolate
night.
I wasn't.
When?
Everyone says beautiful names
But out of the mouths:
dirty
water
flow
Splashing on my
armor.
5/27/09
PASSION
ATTACK ATTACK THE TASTE
THE TASTE
OF IT
SHAKE A SHAKE & MAKE
& MAKE
A VISIT
SEMI-HEMI WETTED LIFT-TONE
LA-LAUGHTER
SLAPPY HAPPY ASS-ED CRACK-TECH
SMA-SMACKER
DIT ENDED
DIT ENDED
IN DOWN NOT
NIFTIFIED KNOTS
5/5/09
THE TASTE
OF IT
SHAKE A SHAKE & MAKE
& MAKE
A VISIT
SEMI-HEMI WETTED LIFT-TONE
LA-LAUGHTER
SLAPPY HAPPY ASS-ED CRACK-TECH
SMA-SMACKER
DIT ENDED
DIT ENDED
IN DOWN NOT
NIFTIFIED KNOTS
5/5/09
SHAKED OUT
Shake deep inside.
A freezing cold pit releases
tell me
i wanna smoke that dope right now
Quiet wrath underground
& a fixed dent
Minute pieces of moss stick to my hymen
My ass wasn't
just put in writing everything
That's good
Is good.
Shake shake inside so i don't go out
5/4/09
HOLIDAY
please go away someday
risin' to the beat
velcro in my eardrums
collapse into my precious
fresh brain?
come around the holidays.
5/4/09
risin' to the beat
velcro in my eardrums
collapse into my precious
fresh brain?
come around the holidays.
5/4/09
MARCH
A thousand pedestals placed before me
Two ballads blast out before the end
Vibrant females padded down my back
4/28/09
Two ballads blast out before the end
Vibrant females padded down my back
4/28/09
FADED
Rainbow's reassuring glow
Getting mangy tangle
colors a faded bright
Light of ancient bangles
Can I fathom an ending
A pot of gleaming gold
Looming or a curled finger
Loosely luring back and forth
Help me tell the difference
Or make my own finish line
Liken the two worth more than salt
Through a lucid prism shine
4/26/09
Getting mangy tangle
colors a faded bright
Light of ancient bangles
Can I fathom an ending
A pot of gleaming gold
Looming or a curled finger
Loosely luring back and forth
Help me tell the difference
Or make my own finish line
Liken the two worth more than salt
Through a lucid prism shine
4/26/09
ARCHITECT
Can't do anything in the dark but sleep now child
Morning
Just sit and stare at the sun
Everlasting
Innocent child's building in my dreams
Precious
Forever in my heart.
4/16/09
Morning
Just sit and stare at the sun
Everlasting
Innocent child's building in my dreams
Precious
Forever in my heart.
4/16/09
SHELTER
Away or into beams.
The warmth is tepid
at most.
Into it I am
or am I into it?
Unseen, Unheard,
Loud & Bright.
Ending,
Like a false point:
Sharp,
But letting you down.
4/16/09
The warmth is tepid
at most.
Into it I am
or am I into it?
Unseen, Unheard,
Loud & Bright.
Ending,
Like a false point:
Sharp,
But letting you down.
4/16/09
FOR MOM & SHAWN
My Mom with my Dad
Ended up really sad
So she moved onto Bill
Where she would soon have her fill
Next came some boys
But only to be toys
Onto Ed with the Aerostar
But for him she was to afar
Wanted my Mom always right there
So the she said bye but I still care
Then came a shaven lad called Shawn
For whom my mom would soon fawn
He makes sure she scratches some tickets
To check and see if she'd win it
He keeps her in mind
All the lovin' time
He worries that other men will come
But my Mom says she loves only one
I haven't seen my Mom so content
With a man to this calm extent
She opened up to me
So I could also see
What Shawn ulitimately means to my Mom
If they were teens she'd ask him to prom
She found someone quieter than her
To balance her out, which is better
I used to worry myself into a spat
When I thought my Mom homeless, why that?
But knowing that Shawn was by her side
I started feeling she'd be okay far and wide
I hope you find forever in eachother
It makes me happy to see you with one another
I'm glad I can be here to see you relate
It gives me reason to believe in fate
Shawn is a good hearted man inside
My Mom is a perfect match for his ride
I wish they both can see
What my eyes and ears show me
Although sometimes annoying, rude, or crass
Those things are needed to make it last
So you have something to weigh the good
Without up no down, no tree without root
I wish you ever after
And never ending laughter
3/29/09
Ended up really sad
So she moved onto Bill
Where she would soon have her fill
Next came some boys
But only to be toys
Onto Ed with the Aerostar
But for him she was to afar
Wanted my Mom always right there
So the she said bye but I still care
Then came a shaven lad called Shawn
For whom my mom would soon fawn
He makes sure she scratches some tickets
To check and see if she'd win it
He keeps her in mind
All the lovin' time
He worries that other men will come
But my Mom says she loves only one
I haven't seen my Mom so content
With a man to this calm extent
She opened up to me
So I could also see
What Shawn ulitimately means to my Mom
If they were teens she'd ask him to prom
She found someone quieter than her
To balance her out, which is better
I used to worry myself into a spat
When I thought my Mom homeless, why that?
But knowing that Shawn was by her side
I started feeling she'd be okay far and wide
I hope you find forever in eachother
It makes me happy to see you with one another
I'm glad I can be here to see you relate
It gives me reason to believe in fate
Shawn is a good hearted man inside
My Mom is a perfect match for his ride
I wish they both can see
What my eyes and ears show me
Although sometimes annoying, rude, or crass
Those things are needed to make it last
So you have something to weigh the good
Without up no down, no tree without root
I wish you ever after
And never ending laughter
3/29/09
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