DROPPING ROPE

did i drop something along the way

rid, why crop numb wings for songs to play

a fathom of hope

rays far from the rope

a dead cloak upon cores

may red soak up the sores

2/25/10

ACRIaliDy II

ACIDIC REALITY
SO FAST
RIDDLING ASKS THE OCEANS ROAR
WITHIN

CAN I SEE BEYOND ALL MY
IMPOSES
MY SHRINKING DELICATE FRAME
NEAP TIDE

CONFUSING REAPS THE HARVEST
ANXIOUS
ITS HULKING BODY, GRASPING BODY
A CHILD

DID I ALWAYS ABIDE
ORANGE MOON
THAT SHAKES ME IN SO DEEP
UPON ME

2/25/10

ACRIaliDy I

ACIDIC REALITY
IMPOSES
ITS HULKING, GRASPING BODY
UPON ME

DID I ALWAYS ABIDE
SO FAST
MY SHRINKING DELICATE FRAME
A CHILD

CONFUSING REAPS THE HARVEST
ORANGE MOON
RIDDLING, ASKS THE OCEANS ROAR
NEAP TIDE

CAN I SEE BEYOND ALL MY
ANXIOUS
THAT SHAKES ME IN SO DEEP
WITHIN

2/25/10

JOHN'S FLOW

As my spirituality trys
to not die
my phisicality wants
to get meth+aforicly High
Just trying to ask why
lieing to my
letting by-gons
get by prying slyness
getting Wet with regret in nothing
but Dryness
dare me not to bay this
adorning a butterfly
bowtie too heavy to fly
But I'm still tryin'
by And Apon this flow
I'll be scryin'
the lining to what
I'll be finding
NEOmental-lightning
And the next episode
goes flowless
trying to be
able to show accumulated
Knowings
like just one puddle of light
imposed against
the Infinate
carred flowings that only grow
2/24/10

TANDO

TACKLING AFRICAN NATIVE DETERMINED OFFSPRINGING.
TRUE AMIABLE NEIGHBOR DIGGING OVERTURES.
TOUCHY ARMOR NECESSITATES DROOPING OVER.
THRESHOLD AFTER NUMB DEFYING OPTIONS,
TANGIBLE AURA NESTELED, DEFYING ORACLES
TITANIC ACHE, NOTED DEATH OOZES.
TOLERANT ANGER NUMBERING DOMINANT OFFERINGS.
TETHERED ANGST NEARING DELINEATED OPTIMISM.
THRUSTING ANY NASCENT DISCRIMINATION OBSESS.
TIDY APTITUDE NAMING DISTANT OBSTACLES,
THOUGHTFUL ABANDON, NARCOTIC DRIPS ONLY.
TACTUAL ADAGIO, NAMELY DURABLE ORBITER.
TREASURED ALTAR NECTAT DRIVING INTO.
TANTALIZING ASTERICK, NIFTY, DENOTING OPPORTUNITY,
TOGETHER ACQUIESCE, NADIR DAMPENING OPENNESS.
TALENTED ALLEGORY, NEVER DUCKING OPERATION,
TEEMING ACADEMIC NEEDLING DILLIGENTLY OLYMPIC.
TICKING ABOVE NICHE DRIFTING OVALS.
TINGLY AVATAR NOTICING DECADENT OMENS,
TABLING ABSOLUTE NOTIONS, DISCARD OBVIOUS.
TAKING ADROUT NUCLEAUS DEFTLY ON,
TANGLY ADHESIVE NOWHERE DIN OSCILLATES.
TRANSIENT ANIMAL NURTURING DAINTLY OVARIES.
TENDER ALGORITHMIC NIRVANA, DIABOLICAL ODE,
THIRSTING ALIVE, NERVY DIRECT OPUS.
TEETERING ACCORD NUANCING DREAM O'CLOCK.

2/20/03

CHERI

CAREENING, HIP EXTROVERT RIDING INNUENDOS.
CALCULATED HANGING EXITED ROTATING INDIANA.
CHEAP HEALING ELECTED, REALLY INDIFFERENT.
COULD HONOR ENCOMPASS RATIONAL INTENT?
CLEVER HELL ESCAPED, RIPPING ILL.
CONTROL HINDERS EVERYTHING, READY INTRUSION.
CLEAR HINDSIGHT, ELECTRIC RESPONSE INTRINSIC.
CALLOUSED HANDS ERASING RAPID INTERVALS,
CHEERING HALLELUJAH EFFECTING RUEFUL ITCHING.
CLICKING HEELS ETCHING RESTFUL ISLE.
CANDLES HOVER ENDEARING RADIANT ILLUMINATE.
COOLING, HEATING ELEGANT RENDERED INVENTION.
CURBED HANKERING EVIL RESTORING IF.
CALL HELLO EVENTFUL RABID IDIOSYNCRATIC.
CEREBRAL HASHING EXPECTED REPEATEDLY IN.
CARTWHEELING HEAVY ENDURES RICKETY ITERATE.
CHAOTIC HEALTHY EARS RUMINATING IVORY.
CHERISHED HELP ENTERING RIGHTFUL INFEST.
CHEERFUL HAHA'S EXPLODING, RAPT INTERNAL.
CHEWY, HEDONISTIC ECHOES RICOCHETING IT.
CHEMISTRY HEAVE, EMPTYING RIPE INTELLECT.
CAREFUL HEART EXUDING RED INSPIRE,
COMFY HUGS EVER REGISTERING ICONIC.
CALMING HARBOR, ENERGETIC RESPONSIVE ID,
CANDID HAPPY ENDEAVORS RUNNING ISMS.
CAN HEALTHY ENDS RAPTURE INTO?

2/4/10

TWIST DELIRIOUS

I'M TRYING TO READ, BUT I CAN'T RESIST
EXPRESS FROM CONCENTRATE, MY OBSESS
I CAN FEEL IT IN MY BONES MANIFEST
EVANESCE LOVELY LADY REGRESS
RIP IT OFF WITH SALTY WHITE KNUCKLED FIST
SECOND GUESS, FORGETTING THE RAW STRESS
AM I THE BIG BAD WOLF WITH EYES INFEST
JUST BLESS A DARK FEELING TO SUPPRESS
LIAR WHEN IT'S THE SEASON OF DIGEST
PROFESS TRUTH AND ALL TO LUMINESCE
INCREASE IN SEMEN ON MY FACE IN JEST
S.O.S., HIT THE BUTTON, REPRESS
I MUST SPEAK CLEAN, THIS IS A DIRTY QUEST
CONFESS DIFFICULTLY SERIOUS
FOREVER DOOMED TO A LIFE OF UNREST
A MESS, I LOVED MYSELF TO IMPRESS
WHERE MANO Y MANO FEELS LIKE INCEST
UNLESS WHO'S YOUR DADDY IN POSSES
EVEN IF I GO TO THE TOP CONQUEST
EXCESS, SLOW RISE TO THE BOTTOM LESS

5/10/09 & 1/5/10

ENNUI

I'M BORED!
OH LORD,
PLEASE PLAY LOUDLY A DISTANT CHEERFUL CHORD.
KIND ACCORD,
KNOCK ME IN THE HEAD WITH A BUNGEE CORD.
SWIFT SWORD,
CUT ME REAL DEEP, IM READY TO BE CORED.
SWEET REWARD,
QUICKLY BRING TO ME, MY CUP TO BE POURED.
DISCORD.
I'M BORED!

12/25/09

MEANT

Midnight, alleges all
     Everyone says darkness
Numb
     Asleep
In their nucleus
     Cozy in bed
Intimation tender
     Whisper sweetness
Pricks the ear
     Heard
Foul-mouthed
     Dirty worded
Interjections
     Intrusions
Always eluded to
     And meant

7/13/09

HAUNTS

She evanesces in and over me
on this languishing memory
Kaleidescope again transient her
ghostly recollections hands blur
Just a mutated piece of my fragmented mind
distorting in and gossamer bind
Forgot how to remember the writhing cause
her brevity in shroudy gauze
Like warped vines her twisted arms wrangle with me
am I sharp enough to cut free
Trystful interlocks reminding me vacant
moody eruptions of augment
Like fuzzy laughter in the spirited sun
animal feelings one on one
I can almost grasp her mercurial light
but unable to hold on tight
Chimerical skin fiery to the touch
with only a vague wisp to clutch
Vanishing cold now reality iy mocks
sated with tepid aftershocks
Shadow puppets and ephemeral charades
I surmise at the barricades
But I need a nonexistent ladder
or to see her again uncover

11/4/09 2:32am

STAYLIGHT

Up down inside churning
I burn.
Why is is so hard to stay?
Light is a bright thundering mass ahead that looms
"Stay in the light"
I falter,
I fall
I sicken and drown
gaping wide singed sillia erupt
masses of red pour out
screeching halting raw.
Regroup awaken eyes
Over feels like milky cool
Soothing ravaged bones

sensing the fearsome but beckoning glow
I somewhat surrender
low rumbling rebel
Cycle in
"Stay"
Might I ever?
10/23/09

SING

There is a light at the end of the song
Sing a prayer tonight
I feel helpless and my heart is breaking
Hope is heard but vague
Sing out to who?
Through chaos and endless noise
I wanna hear something
Softly speaking and whispers all around
Will you roar?
The beat is there
I search for the source
I see the hand at work
But why can't I feel it in me
All around me?
I need to feel it
Even when I'm not singing

7/23/09

PENNY'S PRAYER *

"The lord is my shephard, I shall not want"
To the extremes we sometimes need to invent
What we need to feel unalone or unafraid
But it's all up to Him, and his path that He's laid
Alone in this world is a faulty thought
Because he walks with us if he is sought
"I sought the Lord and he heard me"
Reached out with his heart and set us free
"And delivered me from all my fears"
Forever He is with us beyond our years
"The Earth is the Lord's and all it's fullness"
With all its gentle folly and its simple kindness
The trees and the bees and the mothers and fathers
All that came before and all that will follow
"You will judge me in favor
Because you know what is right
You know my heart
You have come to me at night
You have examined me completely
And found no evil desire in me"
Have some faith
And God will see
All the good
That you can be
I see Penny, and I see strength
I see love, and powerful faith
Keep praying and believing through seemingly endless strife
"Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life"

*Inspired by the first book of Psalm

7/17/09

SLAVE CRY

DON'T CRY TO THEM
CRY TO IT
IT IS IT
I AM IT
I'M ITS SLAVE
FUCK ME SLAVE

7/25/09

SPLIT LOSS

AS I SEE
WE ARE THREE.
ONE IS TWO.
I AM WHO?
AM I ALONE
LEFT TO ROAM
ALL AT ONCE
ZERO TO TRUST?

6/23/09

SOUL SCOUR

purify my brimming skin

filter out my washing grin

clarify my soul within

refine water down my aching backbone

same swimming assemblage not outgrown

cascade aqueaous on my waiting flesh

cliched shower tangent a success

6/23/09

AMBIDEXTROUS

Revelate and originate into the future
The cure
The fear
Aware of nothing
But everything
All at once
Ambivalence
Twice over
A cancer
Work on a deal
A wheel
Of didactic monotone
In creative prose
Realizations
Real?
Or feel?
Hardly
But too much
Sinister laughter
In soggy tones
Heard
The word
Above and below the infinite radar
Agree to disagree
Disarm
An alarm
Defenseless
Yet with immeasurable weapons
Kill dead insects
Crawling
Falling
Into Foggy eyes
Look but cover
Forever
And never

6/20/09

JOSEFINA

Jardinera escondida en la yerba,
siempre con una brillante sonrisa.
Ella es una joya observadora
con su taza morada de Dora.
Una amiga jacarandosa y linda
sus alas de mariposa son efectista.
Despregar las alas!
Despregar las alas!
Como la jardinera
y tu corozon lo calor.
Posarse en la verde
Con Josefina!

6/20/09

BITTERSWEET

I leave with nothing
maybe regret
to set
on my head.
Lead with one true thing
nasty secret
to fret
in my bed.
Don't even try to tell me,
fake niceties aren't soothing.
I hate it when I smile,
remembering the vile.
I move on and try
saving apart
my heart
to restart.
Keep always one eye
ahead impart
my art
don't depart.

6/19/09

ENDS

The astronaut devices

forever into

over powering

knives of a thousand chefs

Cannot see the light

only smothers

holds on tight

If ever there was a power

big as

couldn't be

To hide in the darkness that engulfs

Sit and stare at the bright light

beckons but does not warm

Alpha and Omega

caress a droopy finger

Says a goodbye

does not ever return the favor

In the still of the night

come alive

the creamy lumen tendils

off the back of an electric eel

like cords tethered to space man floating

Flowering imbeciles engross

every pore

6/18/09