I want to share everything....oh gosh do I. I need to include my support group in my healing. Maybe I'll have mom read this. I just don't want to disappoint anyone. It hurts when I do. Because I know down deep I can be reliable. Ugh. Drama in my head so cheesy and cliche it makes me sick. What's bothering me right now? Soldier....he's out to play. Boo. Talk to him...ew. Freaky. Talk about him more so the light is shone upon him. He likes the dark. That's where he was born. Oh man I just hope that my faith runs clear....clear to eternity of my soul. I pray for clarity and stillness. I know I'll succeed in getting through this but I need to cope with what's happening now in a different way than im doing now. I don't want to go to John George. I don't want to get arrested. I want to just breathe easy. Just breathe...sounds so simple...yet so far away.
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