SEARCHLIGHT

I can't find them,
body cold.
Hello lover,
under sold.

Lady get it
in my gut.
Sever it like
silver smut.

Incognito
all around.
Kisses blown, but
never found.

Maybe warming
blood it flows
from deeper heart
out my toes.

I can see it
through the veil.
Almost alive,
grunting male.

Mixing the two
in my brain
causes meltdown,
darkest pain.

But i endure
somewhat there.
Flickering, not
worse for wear.

I can find them
I just learned.
Earn light love, and
evil's spurned.

8/29/10