It is 3:40 am. I am listening to the zone. and just tying to focus on something. imfocusing on nothing and everything. But that is usually what happens. Sometimes I actually am good or focused. I feel like a loser. I am. But how can I stick my guns when I don't have any ammunition. It's just like war. I kill people and its ok because its for the sake of the whole. Where is my whole. I've been blogging so my therapist can see what I am writing. I was a little sad when she wasn't able to read my disk, so I am here to enable her to read this. Well and me and anyone else who wants to. At the door we don't wait. At the bar it's six shots for free. I think I want to stay up until Jason gets up. Let's see. 6:30 at the latest. Wow that is almost 3 hours from now. I don't think I am going to make it. Just let me have my fun tonight. I like this blog thing. It is a whole lot friendlier than word. Oh man I just betrayed my friend. Word. Oh it has saved me over the years. It takes two but it needs to take more. I want to be poly amorous. But that would take too much work. I'd need to socialize. Nancy's wedding was neat. I really enjoyed going.
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