Sneezy Morning

I am sitting here thinking. Oh man. Again. Its the morning time and my fears have followed me here. For some reason I couldnt do anything after Jason left this morning. I tried going back to sleep but that was futile. I get so sleepy on the couch. I dont know why I just dont sleep on the couch like I used to. I know better. I have to call this assesment place to see if I can come in after my lawyer appt tomorrow. I hope I can. But I'm not sure. I guess I can call right now since I am talking about it and wont forget in this moment. Till you said forever. I cant find my wallet. Ugh. Thats lame becuase i think the info is in it. OK it wasnt but that still sucks that I cant find it. I called and left a message. Funny I am calling the drug and alcohol assement feeling crazy. hmmm do you think i have a problem. It is almost ironic in a tragic way. i think i want to eat some pasta roni or some rice a roni.